1/1/2011 On Your Mark...

Get Set...Woah!  

I face this new year with uncertainty.  I was on the right path for a while - but my life changed directions again.

I understand that every life experience has a purpose - but I wonder when (or if) I will ever figure it all out.  Clarity alludes me. 

I cannot deny or diminish the feelings I'm experiencing right now on my own journey.  I also understand that there are many people who face their own versions of hurdles and challenges. 

Makes the saying "To each his own" seem true and relevant.

My heart also focuses on my sailor son Ryan and his family as they face uncertainty and his upcoming 6-month deployment to the waters of a foreign land.  Details are scarce....if he tells me - he's gotta kill me.   ;o}

Their possessions reside in a POD in Jacksonville, FL awaiting orders for their next Port-of-Call.  It will be at least 5 months before they'll know where that port will be.

Another "hurry up and wait!" moment.

Ryan's wife Deb, 2 1/2-year-old Eden, and mega-sized dogs Moose and Ranger, will be living with Deb's parents in the burbs of Minneapolis.

It is a blessing to be with her family as we await the arrival of baby daughter #2 in mid-May.  Unfortunately...with Ryan still away at sea.

Military service was Ryan's choice.

His Grandpa Woods was a Navy man.  Ryan was moved to action by the poignant stories and tear-filled moments shared by those at the VA facility that was his grandpa's home for the last 2 years of his life. 

Even with some frustrations - and all that comes with dealing with bureaucracy - he's confident that he made the right - and a good - decision.

He has always had the support of his family - that will never change.   

Deb - thank you for the sacrifices you make as a Navy wife - especially for sharing your husband for the benefit & safety of the world.  I know it's not easy...but it's appreciated.  I love you.  Thank you for loving my son, and being a great mommy to Eden Sophia.

Eden - Grandma loves you!!!


Ryan - thank you for your service...for your commitment and all the sacrifices that go along with that.   Godspeed on your newest adventure.

Saying I'm proud of you is an understatement - and only touches the surface of the depths of my love for you.

I am so grateful for the gifts in my life.

You are one of them.

I love you forever.


Happy New Year to you - to me - and to all!